Nothing.

In the end, I'm left with nothing.

I wish my heart would stop, because all it ever does is hurt me. If I could rip it out and abandon it, I'd do it without hesitation. I wish I could have a robotic heart so that maybe I wouldn't have to feel emotion. Then I could live without having to deal with constantly caring that I wake up unwanted every day. Then I wouldn't have to spend every day taking expensive medications that nobody can afford for me because I wouldn't have any emotions with which to have problems with.

I've never felt so low in my whole life. Finding out that I've once again been toyed with and taken advantage of, and all for nothing. Finding out that the feelings of hope I had earlier in the day were for absolutely nothing. Finding out that the little bit of happiness I was feeling earlier on wound up being snatched away from me.

I wish I had more to say right now, but I simply feel like death.