This sums it all up quite nicely.

Sometimes you know something is wrong, but you do it anyway.

And it feels great at the time.

But later on it feels horrid.

Unless you just don't care about it any more.

And then it no longer matters.

My head is full of heavy thoughts.

Things may change by the end of the day.

But nobody can be certain.

I just need to step back and re-analyze some things.

Because lately they haven't been right.

And it's finally caught up with me.