Pre-Bedtime Musings.

I bet I'll be napping tomorrow after class. I'm up late! ...Ha.

Right.

So I leave for Newnan after class on Wednesday, and I'll be out there until sometime Sunday. I'll probably still be online quite a bit, as things just sometimes get really dull and people will end up doing their own things a lot of the time. Worse comes to worse, I'll have a Nintendo 64, GameCube, and a sister that I can con into gaming with me. ...Maybe.

Tonight I went through some of my old blogs from last year. Back when things were turbulent... back when I was in a bad relationship... back when Mama wouldn't talk to me without being angry. Back when life sucked and I hated bridges simply for the fact I could imagine the fun of hurling myself off one.

When Mama was angry with me for so long... that was, by far, the most painful thing I had to go through. The one person in life that was supposed to love me no matter what couldn't talk to me without being angry and vindictive. I don't think I was ever happy during that time.

But that was a year ago. Today, I'm happy. I have a boyfriend that I love with all my heart and soul... My grades in college have improved dramatically... My family and I are no longer at ends. In a year, so much has changed.

I... am happy. So very, very happy.