Halloween "Festivities."

So, what's Dani gonna do for Halloween?

First of all, I'm gonna be alone all day. At least until 7:30 tonight. Second, I'm gonna tell Daddy happy birthday, as he's a Halloween baby.

At the moment, I'm recovering from lunch (I bought out and finally feel full and content) while watching one of multiple paranormal documentaries on TV. In a while, I'll probably be "traditional" and turn on some scary movies to play all day... even though they're never as much fun in the daytime.

Last night I didn't dream. Actually, I tried to dream, but it was abruptly cut off within five seconds of it starting, much like somebody abruptly turning off a television. And so I didn't dream. I slept very comfortably in my state of dreamlessness; the first night in over a week I've had a night of sleep without horrid nightmares or feeling paranoid. I'm not sure if I'm being lulled into a false sense of security or if I'm overthinking things.

I figure that since tonight is the night the paranormal universe is at its most active, I'll spend the day researching and the like. I intend to swallow my fear and spend some time in the old playroom/den, which has lately given me bad vibes of something wandering about in there. We've turned that room into a storage room, more or less, and when my Nanny died, all her belongings ended up in there. I've heard scratching and clawing from within the room, as well as smelling burning flowers. I want to go in there and hold some family pictures and see if maybe I get any impressions. But I'll probably coward out.

I'm calm now, but I'm silently dreading nightfall. I'm not sure what I'll do when it rolls around, but I'm sure I'll think of something.

For now, I guess I'll just sit back and watch my documentaries.

It's going to be a long, lonely, isolated weekend.