Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Pre-Bedtime Ramble.

I'm attempting to write while medicated on herbal remedies and a pain pill that is known to make me drowsy. Let's see how well I can make a coherent thought.

I'm sick, but I'm not. That's how it seems, anyway. I go to class and am fine, then come home and get hit with random symptoms. Today I had cold shudders, severe dizziness, and bad nausea. (I was so dizzy I couldn't really see straight; I was shuddering so badly that my knees buckled when I tried to stand.) Yesterday it felt like I was inhaling bleach; my lungs were hurting and I had issues breathing. And it comes and goes in waves. I felt sick for an hour, slept for two, then was okay for an hour before being sick for two, and so on. Hence why I took the medications, one to ease my insomnia and one for my body aches. Meh.

It's peculiar. When I left the house to run an errand earlier this evening, the sick feeling went away. I don't know what to make of it.

Tonight I keep seeing things out of the corners of my eyes, but I'm telling myself it's the melatonin I'm taking. Last night, while trying to sleep, I kept having wild and scary hallucinations that kept me waking up paranoid. But melatonin has never made me behave like that before...

Again, it's something I don't know what to make of.

At any rate, I guess I need to try and sleep. We'll see what happens.

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