From Bad to Worse?

Apparently I'm going to need to do some serious work.

The activity flared up again to a dangerously high state. Apparently I was overshadowed not once, but three times. According to Eric, who was on Skype and listening, I was suddenly growling in a low, deep, male voice that sounded ominous and demonic. He said that whatever gripped me told him "No" when he insisted that it leave me. The third time it got a hold of me, it stabbed into my brain and apparently did some typing through me... taunting Eric about "I will take her," "I will have her," and "She is mine."

The third time felt ominous, because the last time something felt like it pierced my brain, I felt dead for 10 minutes and nobody could connect to me. (As I typed this, I just had this horrible smell hit my nose... like decomposition or something.) There was a gap in time tonight that I can't happen to recall.

So apparently something is stalking after me. I don't know who it is, what it wants, or why it wants me... I guess I'll be figuring this all out in the future.

In the meantime, I'll be saying prayers for protection every night, and keeping my key necklace with me. For some reason, the key makes me feel protected. I'm not sure why...

Other than that, it was a relatively good day. I just wonder what the hell has sparked this flare-up in the house. And with the weekend coming up, and me soon to be alone for long periods... I don't think I'll be sleeping well.

I'll need a support system, I think.

Regardless... I'm off to try to sleep.