Blah...

Well, as I've officially got nothing better to do, I'm about to go upstairs and call it a night.

I just thought I'd get it off my chest that I have a friendship that no longer feels the way it used to. The whole conversation left me feeling awkward, distant, and different. Then it just cut off abruptly. But knowing how things have been lately, I should've not been offended or surprised by it. Too bad that I was highly upset by it.

I used to consider this friend my twin. Almost everything about us was identical, from our sense of humor to our laughter at times. But now it's as if the connection between me and this friend has severed, and it's as if I don't know this person any more. Half the time, I don't even want to bother because it always makes me sad...

I guess I've lost my "twin brother."

I'm gonna go lay down and try to shake off the sadness and offense I've taken... and try to get the bitter taste out of my throat.

And maybe forget bothering with logging Skype on anymore. It doesn't matter much any more, anyway.